Please forgive me

all right....i am srry that i have not been posting for a long time. it is just that there is sooooo much going on. let me bring u up to speed so far.

1. i got a facebook
2. my friend, dean, wrote me a note saying that "i really like u...Wanna go out" in french. in class i asked him about it and he said that he wasn't suppose to send that to anybody and that it was suppose to be a draft for his phone so he can sound smooth. my friends are like "sure right" he is just covering his tracks
3. my friend/crush, lucas, i just found out likes me as well :-). but one of my good friends has liked him for months now and she and he have a brother sister relationship. she said that she wouldn't be mad if i ever went out with him. so today she asked him out for me via text. she was writing the text but i was against it and she "sent it" anyway. she say that he say that he is not ready for a relationship right now. but 5 mins. later after i was going off on her for sending the text i didn't want her to send i find out that she was just messing with me and that she never sent the text. saying that i was freaking out over nothing....i am mad at her.
4. my friend dallas in chess club "likes me" (i don't believe it but everyone including dean says he does.)
5. i am in chess club
6. today the cheerleaders sold programs for the ND game....my friend from 3. jess and i sold over 80 programs when everyelse sold only 20 at most.
7. i think that this guy i nicknamed spiderman likes me because he is always flirting with me.
8. i hate biology
9. this stupid senior guy ken is a perv and he sits right next to me in spanish and once he grabbed the back of my knees and it made me jump....i hit him in the arm and it gave him a
bruise.
10. u know those "that is what she/he said" jokes. in math my friends and i were just having fun having a good time....and my friend lourie made a 'thats what she said" joke. but then she said "no that is what ur mom said" i was sooo furious i didn't mean to but i slapped her across her face....she said sorry for taking it toooo far.....i accepted her sorry.
11. spiderman gave me a hug after the slap bc he was proud that i stood up for myself..the hug lasted for a long time.....
12. lucas gave me a hug after study tables it was a long hug and he put his head on my shoulder and KISSES my shoulder........oh dude high school is sooo different