i am back

all right...sorry that i was M.I.A for a while i was busy as a bee...'member dylan? and the note thing...well yeah we have been talking a lot lately. i think he thinks the more we talk the closer we are to going out...which is all well and good but i need my space. went ice stating with animegirl and we didn't fall once,, and the funny part was we both have not skated forever.....hahaha........what is this i hear of eg lemmings liking someone? is this true what is he name what does he look like? so many question unanswered...hhaa.. i miss the awesome foursome (who know who you are)) lylas

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attention attention

all right....i have news. the guys i told you about that liked me don't anymore..thank god. don't get me wrong it was nice but i have enough stress without adding dudes in the picture. dean is now my best guy friend and has a girlfriend. spiderman is playing the field aka flirting with every girl he sees. dallas is hitting on dean girlfriend and dean says he is going to beat him up if he makes and move. and lucas is with his ex girlfriend. she doesn't go to our school but the people who have seen her say she is really ugly. and they only see each other once a month. but i think i still like him oh well. things are back to normal thank goodness

important

all right....the series finale of monk is on dec 4th remember that date. i can't stand it and can't wait...to answer hazel's question i must take a leave of absent from quiz bowl for cheerleading and chess club and homework has taken all of my free time

i have got to start paying attention during school

all right...i guess there was a big fight at school yesterday...but i can't remember it. the bad thing about it is that it was during my lunch and i still don't remember it.. woowowow. oh yesterday the cheerleaders had to go to michgin city for a game two games..we didn't get home until 10:30. and we lost jv by about 30 points and varsity lost 86 to 12. we are not a very good bball school if you couldn't tell

wwwooooowwww!!!!

all right....here is what happened..'member last week when i tell you about the text my friend sent she pretending to be me asking him out for me? well not one hour had a gone by after i post that and she tells me that she really did that...and then i am like "hahahahaha you are funny...hahaha wait what did u say?" i was freaking out like you can't imagine. because my biggest fear was that it would be nothing but awkwardness for us and we could never be friends again. and for a while it was.... the first day when us 3 were talking she said that she was awkward for us...i was pissed off at her. but then tuesday and it was better. he joined chess club...and what a surpriase...she was there also (she likes him too). the first day she went to chess club she said it suxed and that she never wanted to go back...but after he said he was going there she was. me and lucas played he beat me as i would have guessed because he is really good at chess. but i didn't stand a fighting chance bc jess was right there when we were playing...instead of thinking about the game i was thinking "jess stop breathing down my neck b4 i am forced to kick your ass." bc she was right next to us and asking the stupidest questions like "what happens if ..." i know she is a beginner* but there is a time and a place for questions..during a game that YOU ARE NOT PLAYING is not the best time. she doesn't like it when he and i are alone together bc she is not there knowing what we are doing and what we are talking about. you want to know what i say to that? this is my new phrase" like it or sux it!"

Please forgive me

all right....i am srry that i have not been posting for a long time. it is just that there is sooooo much going on. let me bring u up to speed so far.

1. i got a facebook
2. my friend, dean, wrote me a note saying that "i really like u...Wanna go out" in french. in class i asked him about it and he said that he wasn't suppose to send that to anybody and that it was suppose to be a draft for his phone so he can sound smooth. my friends are like "sure right" he is just covering his tracks
3. my friend/crush, lucas, i just found out likes me as well :-). but one of my good friends has liked him for months now and she and he have a brother sister relationship. she said that she wouldn't be mad if i ever went out with him. so today she asked him out for me via text. she was writing the text but i was against it and she "sent it" anyway. she say that he say that he is not ready for a relationship right now. but 5 mins. later after i was going off on her for sending the text i didn't want her to send i find out that she was just messing with me and that she never sent the text. saying that i was freaking out over nothing....i am mad at her.
4. my friend dallas in chess club "likes me" (i don't believe it but everyone including dean says he does.)
5. i am in chess club
6. today the cheerleaders sold programs for the ND game....my friend from 3. jess and i sold over 80 programs when everyelse sold only 20 at most.
7. i think that this guy i nicknamed spiderman likes me because he is always flirting with me.
8. i hate biology
9. this stupid senior guy ken is a perv and he sits right next to me in spanish and once he grabbed the back of my knees and it made me jump....i hit him in the arm and it gave him a
bruise.
10. u know those "that is what she/he said" jokes. in math my friends and i were just having fun having a good time....and my friend lourie made a 'thats what she said" joke. but then she said "no that is what ur mom said" i was sooo furious i didn't mean to but i slapped her across her face....she said sorry for taking it toooo far.....i accepted her sorry.
11. spiderman gave me a hug after the slap bc he was proud that i stood up for myself..the hug lasted for a long time.....
12. lucas gave me a hug after study tables it was a long hug and he put his head on my shoulder and KISSES my shoulder........oh dude high school is sooo different